Stuck

Kat

, SB is the guy i met from the gym. We hang out alot..:P Last night, i was at his place and so was his brother. That was the first i ever had a LONG conversation with his brother and he didn't stop !!! Oh my god, i found myself stuck between his conversation, from comics to rap music, war and racism. 30 minutes later, i excused myself. SB thought it was funny. And not he was trying to rescue me, but just waiting how i was gonna leave his brother. Hah !

Plan changed. This morning, i booked two tickets to Los Angeles on 18th. We are going to visit my mom's brother and his family after 26 years separated. We're not that close, we don't talk much to each other, maybe because time and place that have separated us. I am not so excited about meeting them, this is for mom. So anyway, we'll go to san fransisco from there and back to LA again then finally back to New York on Monday's morning. I'll go straight to work. I know i'm going to have panda eyes again just like last time when i was back from Las Vegas, but i've got no choice, can't take too long vacation.

My foot is better. I hope i can go to gym tonight. I've been skippping it for 7 days and finally i had conquered all my excuses and tonight i'll show up again. Afterall, once my mom's here, i might not be able to go every day. But frankly, 6pm right now is like 8pm, not to mention the cold weather. Somehow it's gonna need LOTS of courages to push myself keep going. Sigh.