Hates

These days i wrote much about hates. A few days ago, i lost my yahoo's password because of my own stupidity, but thanks to henry and elijah ( plus myself ) i finally got it back. Phewwww...i got panicked ( and hated myself) because that account has been with me for 8 years and not to mention my achives from mblog was sent to that account ( so if i didn't get it back, i'd have spent $35 for nothing ).
Don't know what's wrong with me these days. Sigh.

Yesterday, at the kickboxing's class, there came this korean girl, taking a space infront of me. It irritated me because while there was a bigger space, why on earth she had to stand infront of me, and blocked my vision to the mirror? and more irritation thing was she didn't realize that she kept moving back, which made me had to move backward. I mean why some people just don't have any sense??? Then the most irritating thing was she suddenly stopped moving, then i lost my space and had to stop too!! Oh my god, she definitely shouldn't be at that class !!

He thinks i dislike of many many things. He said i always make comment or disatisfied with stuffs. I don't know. I mean i don't think i am that kind of person. Or maybe i just didn't realize it.

Last night on the train, i noticed these two young women sitting infront of me, talking cheerfully. It suddenly reminded me of my good friends in jakarta. I miss those moments. I miss them. I miss the times when whe hang out, when we shopped, when we ate, when we gossipped, when we laughed. Now, here I am, with no close friend at all, sometimes it's really lonely. How much i wish i could have shopping's friends, chitchat's friends,etc.

I hardly could wake up this morning. The sky was dark even though it was 7am already. No heater yet, it was even cold under my covet. I couldn't imagine when winter comes. Brrrr...