Crazy Mind on Settling Down

Recently, unconsciously I started to think of getting married. Two days ago, I was at the bank, waiting for my turn, I began to think about what would it be if one day I have a family and children. Then, on Ricky’s wedding’s yesterday, I felt like at the age of turning into 27, I should at least have a partner at this moment, or should settle down next year. And even my mom who has been pushing me all the time to get married. Isn’t it crazy ? it never bothered me before, not before I accomplish things I want to do. Or is it because of the atmospheres, like I saw mother holding her son, and seeing friends getting married?

When I was teenager, I hoped I’d get married when I reach 28, then two years ago, I told myself I’d try to find Mr Right at the age of 26 then I can go to the altar just like I hoped. But this new year telling me that I am 26 now and if I want things to turn out just like I want, then I should get some acts. Problem is there is no sign of available guy ! Surely that I have two persons showing signs, but really, none of them attracts me.

Perhaps I should get this one into my new year’s resolution. Haha !