Last Post Before 2003

I actually wanted to write on the last day of 2002, but since I won’t sleep at home on tomorrow’s night, then it should be tonight.

Hmm, it was a good year for me yet it did bring some unpleasant moments, but overall, I liked the way it’s. Good things were I made it to Japan. I already had the chance to learn one more new language, meet new friends especially those who took a really good care of me while I was there.
There were also some moments I had some great memories of Mats, then the value of a true friendship between me, Ua, Indra, Henry and Ken. I know them better and I am glad I have those friends around me.
The family’s trip to Bali did bring good experiences. That was the first trip after dad’s gone even though my second sis wasn’t joining us. But with the presence of Derren, the trip brought great things.

The bad things were I had a really short of cash during this year ( in fact, I am still having the crisis ), I couldn’t save and I spent a lot. There were also broken hearts and missing friends.

Back to this moment, I am having good times with Ken and sometimes the old feeling appears and then I’d feel sad knowing he’s leaving here soon. But we had one chance of having one dinner together at the Empire Grill, the rotating restaurant with Jakarta’s views at night. It was a great moment. I am trying not to fall in love one more time with him, thinking he’s far away ( with a girlfriend too ). Perhaps the best thing is keeping the friendship, just the way it is.

I don’t know yet of my new year’s resolution. As usual, I don’t want to make one, knowing I will only break them. I am 26, and I still want to do some things before I turn into 30. I hope next year will bring some exciting new moments for me again. Hopefully