Six months of post-breaking up really taught me nothing at all. If all these times you keep staying in touch with one person just because you like talking with him (and can't let go of your own feeling) and that would make your day happier, why not ?
A recent talk with an ex finally taught me two things. Go and meet people. This could be easier said than done especially when you have no interests in meeting new people at all. But perhaps this is the best medicine. Perhaps.
Ah, it's difficult for me to write my emotions down here. Afterall, this is something that I am not used sharing with everyone. Anyway, just wanted to write a bit to release my current mood.

It's so comforting just when I am feeling down I got phone calls from my mom and sister, asking me these and those, and telling me how cute and smart my nephew has become. One time he wanted to change the channel of tv, but didn't know how, then he just pulled my mom's hand and pointed to tv. Afterwards, mom hugged him and they laughed together. I miss them. And also a bit of gossips here and there. As usual, my auntie complains to my mom and so on. Gee, this has nothing to do with her and I guess every family should only care about themselves and not to interfere into other's business. But what to say? it's one of Chinese traditions that I really dislike.

Back to my moving's plan. Yamashita san has confirmed that he will help me with his truck to pick up my things this weekend. At first, I wanted to hire a "moving company" but then I want to save some money so I asked for Yamashita san's help. I am so relieved he is willing to help me. Tonight I will meet him and then go to Ken's house to pick up three boxes. Aaah, lots of things to do.